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Changes, Changes, Changes…

After 10 years of running my own programming company, I have accepted an offer from the National Junior College Athletic Association (NJCAA) to become their Director of Information Technology. I’m very, very excited about this change and opportunity. The NJCAA is an awesome organization serving junior colleges and athletes across the country. I’ve done website programming and technology support for them the past 10 years, and it is an honor to make the relationship more formal. I’ll now have more time and brain-bandwidth to work on some exciting technology that helps them operate more efficiently and celebrate the local athlete.

Why the change? Besides the obvious that the NJCAA has a tremendous future ahead of it and is an excellent organization to work for, there are a multitude of personal reasons for making this change. Operating a small business is hard and it is even harder on my family: I have a few large customers, but many small ones. Being spread across many customers makes it very difficult for me to “be where I am”.

The first step toward that goal started two years ago when I sold GottaBeMobile.com – a gadget news website that has since skyrocketed in popularity. That was a very good move for our family; however, after much prayer and seeking God’s will, I felt another step was needed.

By narrowing my focus from 25 clients down to my primary employer will bring a lot of stability to a family that desperately needs some. Sure, there are some negatives: bible studies during the day that I’ve had to cancel, less flexibility with my time during the day, along with a few others. However, as I’ve grown over the years, I’ve seen tremendous value in narrowing my focus to what I can do successfully in serving the people God has called me to serve. Of course, there are other reasons that factored into this decision, but that is the primary one.

So, what does this mean for Zoe Technologies? Effective August 1, I will shut down operations for Zoe Technologies. However, I’ll have Friday’s off and will be dedicating that day to doing side-projects for larger customers like GotQuestions.org, AllAboutGod.comCFACT, and FormConnections. I’m in a transition period right now having to reshuffle my schedule to prepare for August 1. Lot’s of projects to wrap up, work that has to continue and bills to pay, and exciting plans to begin to work on for the NJCAA.

Happy Birthday Maggie, A Poem For You

Margaret Kate Bushway
A Woman Loved and Desired by God

My life is one saturated with Grace.

My identity is found through it.
My desires are met in it.
My pain is made bearable because of it.
My suffering is made beautiful through it.
My joy radiates it.

I listen to hurts through it.
I cry in it.
I see people through it
I gaze into others eyes in it.
My heart exudes it.

My acceptance is found in it.
My forgiveness is due to it.
My shame is nothing because of it.
My humility is caused by it.
My standing with my Father is defined by it.

By grace, I am a woman loved and desired by God.

All my love,
Daddy
March 18, 2011

This Past Weekend

I’m getting a lot of questions about what happened to Maggie this past weekend, so I thought an update might be appropriate.

Background: Overall, Maggie has been doing very well over the past year. However, back in August,  Maggie started having a lot of headaches  – constant throughout the day and in tremendous pain. It turns out they were related to a drug she was taking. So, her doctors took her off. We didn’t know it at the time, but the drug she was on was also helping to stabilize most of the tremors Maggie experiences. Left unchecked, these tremors build up and then end up putting her in the hospital with non-stop seizure activity. Not a good thing.

So, from August through this weekend, her tremors have been slowly getting worse and we couldn’t figure out why. Maggie woke up on Saturday ready to go on a Youth Retreat and was tremoring more than usual, but we chalked it up to low blood sugar, nervousness, etc and hoped that it would pass. As the day wore on, Maggie had difficulty coping with the sensory issues related to the retreat, which in turn made it next to impossible for her to sleep. Maggie shook all night while trying to get to sleep. Kathi was next to her the whole time.

On Sunday, Kathi called and told me what was going on. As much as Maggie wanted to stay and do “normal teenager things”, I knew it wasn’t safe for her. We needed to get her home in a quiet place and then get her to a doctor as soon as possible. Otherwise, she would have ended up in the hospital for several weeks. So, the girls and I drove up to Winter Park and got Maggie and Kathi. That night, Kathi and I started talking and thinking about what all had changed over the months, and we began to tie it back to the drug her doctor took her off of. That evening, Maggie slept for 12 hours, the most she has slept in months. Being in a quiet place does wonders.

Long story short – we got Maggie to the doctor on Monday afternoon and they started her back on a similar drug that we hope will not have the negative side effects of constant migraines. We’ll wait and pray to see how God works through this.

The difficult part is that this is Maggie’s life for the foreseeable future…a rollercoaster of ups and downs, living in shades of gray, not healed but living. Maggie is living in those shades of gray, though, by grace alone to the glory of God

The Lifter of My Head

Psalm 3 contains some powerful imagery; but, as I was reading this morning, verse 3 showed me God in a new way: “But you, O Lord, are…. the lifter of my head.” …Read More

Trusting God With Myself

Driving across the front range of the Rocky Mountains is one of the most beautiful drives there is. Rolling hills, wild flowers, winding roads, trains hauling coal, and ranches nestled between bluffs – all set against the backdrop of towering mountains offering unique perspectives at every turn.

It was against that backdrop today that I began pondering what it really means to trust God with myself and how that practically plays out in the day to day. My stomach gets queasy just thinking about it. Oddly enough, though, it is also where I long to be.  Read More

The Good Stuff

I talk a lot about how pain and trials are just as much God’s blessings as laughter and joy. We tend to equate good things with blessings and trials as something we must endure to finally get to the “good stuff”. What I’m learning, though, is that the “good stuff” is the journey. God’s blessings don’t always come with a pretty red bow. More times than not, they come with a tear, some anger, and a gentle tug from God reminding us of who we are in Him.

I experienced that yesterday…Read More

On Being Social

From CultivatingIt.com: As I sat around our fire pit last night with my wife, kids and some great neighbors handing out candy to Dora the Explorer  and various characters from Toy Story,  I was fighting an inner compulsion to share what a great time we were having with all my Twitter and Facebok friends while we were having that great time….Read More

Book Recommendations?

I’m curious – what books are you currently reading? Fiction and non-fiction…

One of the books I’m reading right now is by Tim Keller: Ministries of Mercy. It is an excellent book that is changing my paradigm on ministering to those in need and distress. Highly recommend it.

By the way, I posted a new article on CultivatingIt.com on task tracking – check it out: http://www.cultivatingit.com/tracking-those-blasted-tasks/

Cleaning and Temperature

What does cleaning and temperature have to do with each other? Head over to CultivatingIt.com and find out:

The Joy of Chocolate Chips and Peanut Butter

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